Thursday, November 26, 2009
**recovery**
i was utterly demoralised last night...to the extend that i force myself to sleep it off with a fever.
i actually dozed off, and woke up at 5am, with a slight disorientation to my head.
i slept again...went into deeper thoughts but still couldn't find my answer. forget it
oh well...i'm still lost, till this sms came in;
"Good morning! Yesterday was a hard day for u, but 2day is the day u're going to prove that SH WAS ABSOLUTELY WRONG to comment on u like that, alright? I believe u can do ur best 2day, Sherman! Jia you! ^^" Jess, 8.1am 26nov2009
thanks alot Jess! that meant alot to me! =)
today's presentation will be in formal, and the ridiculous slots were not confirmed yet...tmd.
i dunno what pattern questions she'll ask, but just chiong la!
oh yes my grandmother came up with new pattern...today's her birthday, what a way to spoil my day. listen listen i didn't mean bad things, just read on to hear my explanation.
every year she'll follow the chinese calender to find out which day is her birthday...which obviously to a catholic family we have no clue which day it is...
so this morning she open pattern and said it's her birthday today, ACCORDING to the damned chinese calender. apparently because it's not in english, i have no clue when it is...and yes like all chinese calenders, the days sucks. her birthday today is by far the lastest. i'm not surprised one of these years to come her birthday will move to CNY.
my dad and godfather tio hell from her this morning already.
for 1 week, i was in a dilemma to choose to go shopping, outing with KKH colleagues, my nu'er or go IT fair at Expo...now this god-like problem occurred, i shall have to forsake all of the above. sorry guys.
oh well shits happen, and hopefully nothing came up for the presentation, and just END THE PAIN QUICK!
Bleach | 9:33 AM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
**not happy**
why doesn't things go your way? this is why
Ms. Chew is my Ev2...and I got shot in the face
Yes I have no time to do my project, it's last minute...with things changing on a huge magnitude and final changes on the day before submission, what do you want me to do?
Not happy with my format? then too bad. i'm not as smart as other people to come up with these stunts to write in my report. call me disorganised, but this is who i am when i write my report
i know i've tried my best.
scrutinise me? compare to who?
you told me that you didn't fail me...what's that suppose to mean? that my report is close to a failing grade? where's the A in this nonsense? where's the promises?
you want to compare yourself to the 2 supervisors that accepted my report, and yet you're not satisfied with it...then talk to them yourself, perhaps your standards are too high.
you say jocelyn can do this, she can do that. my apa citation sucks, i have no standards...STOP COMPARING ALREADY!
everything is jocelyn this, jocelyn that!
what if these never happened...
i would have done it alone. i would have set the standards on my own, rather than to keep up with standards that other people have set which are beyond god-like.
i have SIP, she has free time. she has the extra time to do her report...i need my rest, and my works to cover on weekends.
if i've set my standards, screw the pcr, since it won't be in my report anyways...i see no benefit if it'll end this way.
she can do and think things that i can't, so be it, she's smart...i'm not. if that's the case, then follow your words and heart & fail me then! it's either a fail for me and a pass for her, or a distinction for her and a pass for me.
i had to burden tabulations and stocks, i have to keep pcr reports (which were unnecessary for my report)...and people type karyotyping results. if under these justification do you pass a verdict to me based on my report, i resent that comment and walk off.
i've already felt so incompetent...life sucks now for me.
but i appreciate the help jocelyn gave me. a fellow left-hander, a good friend and someone smart. she made life more lively in the lab, someone to talk to, and help in my work...true she's smart, but i like a new friend.
the brave front i put up in front of everyone was real, but many things went through my head and heart deep inside. everyone heard it...it was embarrassing, and i've never felt so utterly stupid before in my entire life.
i've done my best, as who i am, Sherman Reminus Lim Yi-Heng, and didn't regret what i sent. it was the best standard i could ever have given in my 3years in polytechnic. even if it were looked down by you based on your comparison judgment, deep in my heart, that report was my best and deserves a distinction for myself.
i dunno who to blame but myself, i'm immature... sometimes things just don't go the way i want it to be, or it just backfires. dr. vijaya was kind...but now like what i prophecise, ev2 is scarier, and i've broken down into tears
tomorrow is the presentation...i have no mood, what's there to salvage what has been destroyed in front of you completely, 8 credit units, the only building block left to pull up your gpa.
i would like to thank joanna for showing me the outmost concern after hearing it (she's in my class and heard it). thank you very much.
i would like to thank prdc for cheering me up (although i didn't tell anyone), and the arcade really let out some steam.
not to mention the fitness training...despite the crazy stunts, the anguish, anger, disappointment and all negative feelings drove me on to just kill everything in my way, all the weaknesses i exhibited, for a moment i really thought i gave in the satan.
what got me sane, must be what i held dear.
i'm confused, depressed, and running a fever now...mental breakdown. no mood nor intelligence to prepare for tomorrow. life sucks
at least i know my scenario now
- Scenario 1: Ms Chew told me in my face that my report is wtf. ms chew: "don't worry i didn't fail you. just that i saw no sincerity in your work"
- Scenario 2: Dr. Edward and Dr. Fung vet through my report twice, changed and was VERY and ABSOLUTELY contented and impressed with my work. Dr. Edward: "don't be surprised if you get an A for your report"
comparing the scenarios...and giving advantages to my supervisors for having knowledge of my project, but to ms chew for her god-like advantage of being my ev2, i can say all those words from dr tan and dr fung suddenly felt like lies...i had my feelings cheated.
this is reality, it sucks
i can't accept this
Bleach | 10:28 PM
**WHAT A GREAT DAY TO DIE!**
Hey all! Of course my title wasn't taken literally...just a phrase.
Saturday:
AFA 2009!!! WOOTS! I sense great excitement! =DD
Pictures were all uploaded on facebook, so feel free to look at them. In the meantime, I'll update here and post a few pictures here and there.
At the Suntec Convention Hall, the entrance was like woah, filled with loads of people. Our area was okok ba, was hoping for people to come
and the first thing that caught my eyes were...KAMEN RIDER HENSHIN BELTS!!!
The morning was fine. I went walking with Kai and YeSiang~
then in the afternoon, things got interesting, cos Charlane was coming! =DDD
So off we went, to take pictures, and of course alot of cosplayers too!
Don from Bleach - BWAHAHAHAHA!
Kurosaki Ichigo - Bleach
Franky - One Piece
Hallibel - Bleach (could have gone better with a bigger chest, a more accurate spoof HAHA!)
I won't lie to you...the women on the left was really scary, but the one on the right, CHECK OUT THE TOP! *nose bleed!*
Soi Fon - Bleach
I think this cosplay Soi Fon is sexier than the anime Soi Fon lo! ^^
School uniform Rukia - Bleach
I know that while taking this pic, 2 of her friends were behind the camera giving those weird gestures and noise that signifies "wa good lei good lei got a boy take picture with you". cheeky people
Hollow Ichigo - Bleach
Sexy
The girl at the bottom, sure has some way to dress, so low cut hahaha!
Charlane complained why is there a freaking gap between us. sorry, next time I stand closer HAHA!
and off charlane went to woodlands, but I continue with my hunting spree
Kamen Rider
Jyuuken Sentai Gekiranger
Kamen Rider Diend
Then it was Battle Spirits Tournament!
Battle Spirits Day 1 Tournament 2nd place - Joel!
Battle Spirits Tournament Day 1 Champion! - Daniel!!!
Of course other pictures were taken too
XJ and I - Best budds
Somebody and Luffy (she's a girl...wonder how she dressed in those? beats me)
Nami - One Piece
Grimmjow and Hollow Bankai Ichigo - Bleach
Kenneth stabbing Joel with a Zanpakutou
and to end the day
picture with a pretty girl!!!
Ok so that ended Day1, yeap only Day 1
Of course there were casualties;
My Sode No Shirayuki, the fucking sword is made of freaking cheap wood! Machiam firewood like that! SCREW YOU! I'm gonna bomb your place tomorrow!
Day 2:
My first (blank) to YeSiang, fight on! There's more sharks in the sea to run away from (it's a better alternative to more fishes in the ocean - fishes are not violent enough)
Met at City Hall Macs. Then we made our way to the convention hall.
This time...it's the last straw. I went to the stupid cheap shop, and demand for an exchange. They can give me a chui 1 and ask me to fix it. End up cannot fix...so this is it, you guys are dead. I went to the shop and kp in front of other people, make you lose face! BWAHAHA end up I got a new one, with 2 bells =D
Ok it's the last day, so let's BANKAI! MY TARGET IS!
The cosplay maid cafe girls!!!
Ok so let's start with early Battle Spirits teaching first
Then...BANKAI
Jeremy cosplay
Roronoa Zoro and TenTen
Makoto Shishio - Samurai X
The picture I'm most proud off! SEXY SOIFON!!! ^^
Picture with chiobu ^^
Death the Kid - Soul Eater
SUPER CUTE RUKIA!!!
After that it was the Gundam dress up moment
All suit up!
Come with me if you want to live
Tiko mode!!!
WOOTS!
WOOHOO! KAWAII!!!
Shishio vs Kenshin - Samurai X
STOP LOOKING SHERMAN!!!
I DON'T CARE! CHECK OUT THAT BABE!!! *nose bleed!*
What happens when Sherman saw a pretty girl and wants to take her picture???
Kid version of Kamen Rider Double
NAKE BENIHIME!!
KILL ALEX !! ^^
Spoof - Itou Ryu Iai, Shishi Sonson - Zoro (One Piece)
Cyclone, Joker! Poor Spoof of Kamen Rider Double Henshin
Battle Spirits Tournament - Day 2
Battle Spirits Tournament - Day 2 2nd place
Battle Spirits Tournament Day 2 - Champion, Jelvin!
NOW FOR THE ULTIMATE TARGET!!! ONEE-SAMA TACHI!!!
Fruitful things that are restricted:
1. Cannot take pictures with them
2. Cannot give your contact
3. No physical contact
4. No asking of their shift timeslots
5. No outside food
So basically...you have to go into the cafe to eat, in order to enjoy the maximum of at least taking picture.
So erm a miserable burger would be like $25...wtf
They're outta their base! TIME TO ATTACK!
3 is never enough!! ^^
WOOTS! That's more like it!
MY MAIDS! =DDDD
Ok la only 4 of them...at least they're the better looking 4...
Therefore...IT'S A GREAT DAY TO DIE! I'LL DIE WITHOUT REGRETS!!! =DDD
Thus continues my onslaught
10th Squad Captain hollowfication gone wrong
MOE!
WOLVERINE! He's quite old lei~ but I admire his cosplay spirits! =DD
Tsugi no Mai, Hakuren! - Rukia (Bleach)
Attack of the Barf-Bag monster!!!
AND FINALLY TO END EVERYTHING~
PRDC FTW! =DDD WOOTS!!!
So that concludes AFA 2009. It was REALLY ABSOLUTELY enjoyable, with all the cute girls, cosplayers, HUGE (-_-) and wonderful people, everything was cool!
I learnt a new card game, WS =DD
Went to eat Macs, and it's off home to rest~ what a weekend!
Monday:
School starts again...emo
Hematology lab at 12pm, and I was late
It was my first time seeing everyone again, and omg things haven't changed a bit.
Well lab ended in 1.5hrs, so it was nua-ing sessions
After the break, was MMic lecture. It was kept short just for skimping purposes, so after that I went to JJ then my dad fetched me home.
Very sian cos PBL again...and my title is wtf wcg fail fail fail!
Tuesday:
School at 9am, and ended at 10am. My group not ready to do the poster presentation, so from a possible 11am presentation, became 1pm (totally wasted my time). I mean you knew that it's gonna be on Tuesday, and you're still not prepared...wtf.
Oh well, so that's all till the presentation.
The presentation uh...I think Jocelyn and I did quite well. Except for 1 part, I didn't know that Jocelyn was supposed to do Discussion, so I'm like wtf...I took alot! shit...SO SORRY JOCELYN!!! T_T
Today:
School starts at 3pm, but got PBL group meeting, so meet at 2pm.
After CChem lab will have the ridiculous Fitness Star Program. Hopefully this day will pass soon.
I can't wait for Friday and Saturday! I have a surprise =DDD
Oh yes and it has arrived! ALL THE BETTER! ^^
I dunno how you're gonna do it, but you're seriously a lousy liar.
I dunno how you're gonna do it, but know the limits
I dunno how you're gonna do it, but restrain yourself
I dunno how you're gonna do it, but please your dress wear made your boobs stand out too much to a C cup! I KNOW IT'S PADDINGS! HAHAHAHA! (totally random right). I won't say who la, but I know her LOL!
OH YES YES YES! 22nd Nov, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLENE! YOUR PRESENT IS WITH ME! IT'S A BOMB!!! HAHAHAHA!
sian again
Bleach | 9:05 AM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
**THIS IS IT!**
BRYAN TEW! YOU MOTHERFUCKING BASTARD! THIS IS THE LAST STRAW!
Asia Tournament was a TOTAL FAILURE THANKS TO YOUR STUNTS!
The flame war is everywhere...and it's still going on.
MoV is given a bad impression now thanks to your stunts. There are more than 1 way to shoot you now. Comfort me as I already know that people are specifically aiming a target in MoV. All are pointing homing missiles at MoV, but the program only states you, Bryan Tew.
You meddled with the pairings and fucked everything upside down.
You're a player in the tournament and yet handle the pairings. This is utter cheating, even a child knows it. This is wrong, and you know it. If you think others can't do a good job, then forget about your participation. If you want to judge, don't play, if you want to play, then don't go anywhere near the computer.
What's so difficult about getting more table? More tables settles all the time issues.
There are more flames, and you're not giving a flying fuck, but we are.
What about our bunking at each others' houses? What about team spirit do you not know about this act? Where did your brains go?
You call this a trial, but don't want this to happen again...what the fuck are you speaking man?! YOUR ENGLISH BUANG LA!
Finally...you wrote in the forum that Daniel's coming for the AFA this weekend. Now you said only Kai, you, me, Joel, XJ and YeSiang is going. Where the fuck is Daniel?
Daniel is the champion for BS as stated in Coco, so all the more he deserves to go. You write what fuck in your facebook, "If u think that type of "champion" is SO CALLED AS "CHAMPION" i got nth to say... sick and tired of explaining....". AGAIN WTF ENGLISH IS THIS?! Screw you! What's your definition of champion, use the fucking dictionary la! If you define champion as much as you claim you are, then where's your face in Coco magazine?!
Daniel can thrash 5/6 of us, including you! He has the most tokong rulings and memorised the entire rulebook. AND YOU HERE ARE TREATING AS IF HE DOESN'T EXIST! FUCKING BIASED YOU KNOW!
If a pro doesn't go, I don't see why the rest of us should go. It's like withdrawing a missile to replace with bullets for war
It's your fucking big ego that brought us this shit. Words can't explain the disturbance that you've caused many people.
I shall not vent all my anger here rather to risk my fingers get blisters...
But I can put this, even with my religion on stake...
If I were to say that God were to make any mistake in his divine life, yes he has committed ONE, and it's YOU!
I shall prove to you this 1 thing. I WILL DO what you can't do, give a perfect tournament and make others happy, a fair person who believes that 1 can make a difference for the world, than me a selfish prick.
I'm not self-centered nor selfish, and not sensitive...you can say I'm a complete opposite of you.
IF I CAN'T DO IT, I'LL QUIT MOV!
What do you call this moment? Stepping on your head? LOOK WHO'S ABUSING HIS AUTHORITY AND STEPPING OVER HIS SUBORDINATES' HEADS?! We do nothing, tio AK, we do something wrong, tio AK. NOTHING IS BENEFICIAL.
Whatever face we used to give you cos you're our leader, fuck it! You've gotten your chance and you're playing with it, you've SPOILT YOUR LAST CHANCE! (sounds familiar?)
Why I dare to do this now, cos you're not fit to be my leader!
Bleach | 11:32 PM
**This is unjustifiable**
This is bullshit...let's see my life
Monday:
Went to JJ. Desmond and Bradley dyed their hair in the toilet.
Tuesday:
Went to KKH to see the 2 heads, was late. After that went to find Swa. Went to JJ. Stoned with the rest, then arcade till 10pm.
I saw a babe
Wednesday:
Things got abit ugly. I chionged my last moments of my report and finally submitted it! Went to JJ. I had enough of your nonsense, your ego is your downfall. Went to play arcade also. I wanted small change for $50...but don't have...so the girl gave me 20x $2 notes + 1x $10 note, wtf! Then she can happily smile at me...zzz you lucky you pretty else you shan't walk home properly tonight. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Then in the arcade, I mean how many girls can you see can play arcade very well...she whacked the Drum Mania machine...omg power la.
Went home with Daniel
Thursday (Today):
Visit Grandma, then go uncle place...I have no money...GL. With $300 left in my bank, I'm officially broke. GG
Not bad uh...for a lifeless being like me now. 2 pretty girls in 1 week
Bleach | 10:06 AM
Monday, November 16, 2009
**Asia Tournament**
Saturday:
My morning was ruined...thanks to you. YOU SUCK!
Met Daniel, YeSiang, XiangJie and QW at WS for arcade.
Went to JJ for training, which was very productive. No tournament though.
I don't like your approach in life...too regimental. You're not flexible, and super sensitive to everything. Stop butting in everything, mind your own business...we're not kids, this is life, you live with it. Nothing is perfect. Unless we've split ways and no more, then we'll see then. We're mature people and we can take care of ourselves and we solve problems on our own...YOU'RE NOT OUR FATHER! So please, show us some respect as mature adults.
XiangJie, Daniel, YeSiang, QingWen and Kai camped over at my place.
Ate curry.
Something epic happened!
Kai came over. He brought his album, his deck, his protectors...but no deck HAHAHAHAHA!
In the end like no training, just writing decklist, then help panick for him. He ended up going home halfway in the night. We slept at 4.30am...but with Daniel snoring...GG. Oh and I took Naughty G too, so all the more I can't sleep...
Sunday:
We took alot of effort to shake Daniel's ass outta bed! LOL!
At the Asia Tournament, 140 people participated. I had my moments too ^^
Swiss 4 rounds...unlike the usual 5 rounds. Too little time I suppose, and too many people.
I help with the hosting. I helped for the judging too for Joel VS YongXiang, YongXiang VS Alex, and feature matched YongXiang VS Leon. I hosted the closing ceremony too! ^^
I went home after that with Kenneth.
Throughout the tournament, after the 2nd swiss, I was very lethargic...I was super tired...my head was hot, and felt like crashing. Naughty G is 5 times stronger than Red Bull, helps you fly 5 times higher, 5 times the height...and when you crash, you crash at 5 times the impact. GONE CASE!
My 4 round swiss pairing.
My deck: Control GB
Swiss 1: OO-
Control GB VS Monarch
A familiar face. When Jinzo appeared, I thought it was a Jinzo returner deck...but ended up was a Monarch deck. He tried alot of stunts to take control of my monsters, but it was just mere protection on my part.
I finally understood Eric's words of control. I had to carefully choose the difference between offensive and defensive.
Swiss 2: OXO
Control GB VS Fortune Ladies
The dude who pwned YeSiang. My revenge for him LOL! I realised he extinguish his hand cards alot...so that's my advantage.
The 2nd round he used Magical Exemplar, which was OMG GAY! I lost that round to Solemn Judgment.
Swiss 3: OO-
Control GB VS GB
I was merely controlling. His s/t were mainly support cards for GB, therefore it was of essential importance that I destroy his GB first without attacking. So I slowly play and control him. Killed his GB with my Bottomless Trap Hole, Dimension Prison etc.
Swiss 4: XOX
Lightlord. I reliased that this year the lightlord milling was too gay. First turn sure have 1 lumina and garoth. They mill can draw, and the necro guarna and wulfs were wtf alot! The speed and numbers were too much for my come back...
2nd round I just went on a mass kill. 3 Trap Hole, 3 Bottomless Trap Hole, 2 Fissure & 1 Smashing Ground. 3rd round his Judgment too free le...zzz
Never got into anywhere...
But for interested parties, here's my Control GB decklist =D
Monsters: 18
1x Cyber Dragon
1x N.Spacian Grand Mole
1x Gladiator Beast Murmillo
1x Gladiator Beast Equeste
1x Gladiator Beast Hoplomus
2x Gladiator Beast Laquari
1x Gladiator Beast Samnite
1x Gladiator Beast Darius
1x Gladiator Beast Bestari
1x Test Tiger
1x Rescue Cat
3x Raiou
2x X-saber Airbellum
1x Emissary of Ha Des, Gors
Spell: 11
1x Heavy Storm
1x Mystical Space Typhoon
1x Giant Trunade
1x Smashing Ground
2x Fissure
2x Gladiator Proving Ground
2x Book of Moon
1x Lightning Vortex
Trap: 13
1x Mirror Force
3x Waboku
3x Dimensional Prison
2x Bottomless Trap Hole
2x Compulsory Evacuation Device
1x Solemn Judgment
1x Trap Dushoot
The deck control power is there, but the only thing to keep in mind is the advantage. It the card ratio between players is n:n+1, you're still fine. Any lesser than that you're still fine. However advantageous decks like Graveyard BF or lightlord...you might face a few difficulties here and there.
Ok I have a huge report to chiong for now. See you guys later!
Bleach | 9:53 AM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
**EPIC FAILURE!**
Monday:
Day 1 of fweedom!
Done in JJ
Tuesday:
Day 2 of fweedom!
Gone to Kovan, then got Absolute Powerforce and BS2 =DD
Today: EPIC DAY!
Met with Bryan to go TP. The war was won, MP is to submit on Wednesday. I submitted my report and it's off to work!
Went to JJ after that with the peeps.
I dunno what's your problem but heck it...worry another day.
NOW THIS PART I MUST BLOG!
Daniel and I went to WS arcade to play. The main motive was for me to play Tatsukuno VSS Capcom. Then this dude came in and challenged, I lost. Then Daniel came in and took over the $1. He owned them. They challenged him 6 times but failed attempts all the way. The last match I can tell Daniel lost interest...so he just lost. Then the dudes just disappeared (for all God knows they have lost interest in the game)...so Daniel just kope for a while.
So we left, and the dicks followed us. 2 guys in black, 1 skinny and 1 V-neck fatty. They follow us down the escalator, and openly call their friend to come down, a skinny fuck...like that will help.
Stalk us all you want sure...in public you can't do much. Besides...it's just a game, stop being sore-losers can...noobs. They followed us to the bus interchange at the bus 88 stand. Then one of the skinny dudes leaned and stared at me on the bar. If not for the bus I jitao can just elbow and smash his nose! Your skinny face vs my 10kg muscle massed arm in your face, cui I tell you! Stare stare stare only...GAY!
If you think that's stupid enough over a game, think again...young Singaporean ah-beng wannabes must seriously get a new life.
After Daniel alighted 88, the bus went into the TPE. I saw a neon green motorcycle...SUPER COOL SIA! The weird thing is? For 8 bus stops, the motorcycle was either beside the bus, it didn't overtake nor disappear (for all god knows he might be tailing behind, which I can't see)...on1 instance I saw a really fat fuck with V-neck shirt at the backseat of the motorcycle. 2 reactions, they're lame, and they're in deep shit. I alerted the bus driver. He drove for 3 stops and realised that indeed they're following. I briefly explained the situation...which was extremely dumb. So he called the police, and organised to stop at Pungol Park bus stop. True, fair and fast enough, the police car was already there (ok la it took 15mins to reach that bus stop). The police talked to the bus driver...and the noobs were still behind us. zzz GG for them! The driver and I peeked at the side mirror and see the police confront them, EPIC FAILURE! LOL then the bus drove off HAHAHAH!!
Can you believe this?! OVER A $1 game?! LOL!!!
Tomorrow I'm going to WS again, no fear la...eat shit man you noobs!
Bleach | 12:57 AM
Monday, November 09, 2009
**Everyday passes so fast!**
Last week:
Monday;
Did experiment on the cell lines. done
Tuesday;
Went back to histopathology and do work...apparently i'm chionging my report and people are still assigning me stuff to do. abit scary.
i started to take pictures already.
lunch was abit forgotten cos we had our stuff to do.
Wednesday;
Again at Histopathology. 3 more days left. didn't want to go to the research lab...wasn't in a good mood either.
took more pictures!
went with connie and bridgitte to eat! delifrance!!! WOOTS! i love the meal! THANKS! AND I LOVE THE BISCUIT YOU GAVE ME! =DDD
back to work
Thursday;
research lab...no mood to do stuff. but end up kena shit again from all e pattern pattern again. GG
Went to Novena Square to eat lunch and develop pictures. done
1 more day to go then.
I'm missing the histopathology people already.
Meeting was bullshit...so was the people
we went to do the poster. it was cool! check it out on facebook! =DD
Friday;
the day finally came...zzz
my last moments in histopathology and in the lab.
morning was in the research lab doing the last final nonsenses. Then we went with Karli to Novena Square to eat lunch. back at the lab it was our final stonning moments. we turned in our passes and keys. we had our final moments...
of course it didn't end there.
some dick ruined our day.
i had nothing to lose already, i'm in a bad mood and you're doing this kind of pattern to me? what's your ideal of an honest feedback?! just whack. like i said, i had nothing to lose, so i just rebutted! of course jocelyn do not try this stunt...
my final moments and at 6.10pm, goodbye KKH laboratory! =(
OF COURSE IT DIDN'T END HERE! I'M GOING BACK TO THAT PLACE THIS THURSDAY FOR A PROJECT MEETING! zzz damn it!
Farewell dinner with Rachel (let's call this 1 small R), yong herng, Rachel (the med-tech, big R), and hui yi.
sorry joanna, i know of your situation...but you can have my ice-cream! jia you!
we went to eat at timbre @ ps. big R brought her son raphael along! a play-mate! WOOHOO!
we ate erm pizza, the seafood platter, mini-burgers etc woohoo!
then we went to (I forgot what it is) to drink coffee...then big R went home ahead with raphael.
i went home with the rest, yongherng, small R and hui yi. i can't describe this moment but unforgettable.
i know some things are perceiving, but what the heck, now of all times?! i can't be bothered..
ok who to thank...
cytogenetics:
guat lian; for filling in and being a good figure
sabrina, rachel and hui yi; for seniors, you all are very funny!
clinical lab:
ya qing; for providing me with entertainment in hematology =D
siti; for helping me
MR YEO!; for being the joker/playboy (i learnt alot from you =P) in hematology and a good friend (he's mr. poh's senior =O)
mdm teo; for supporting me when peter open pattern at me
sun sun; for guiding me through biochemistry
microbiology:
mdm goi; for helping me and showing interest in my magic career =D
michelle; for playing along with mdm goi =P
cecilia; for the young heart and spirit! =D
cytology:
ka lai: for keeping me awake in cytology
mdm chee: for being the motherly figure, guiding, helping and being SUPER EXTREMELY kind to me!
management:
murni and evelyn; for helping me with my administration issues
peter; for the fun, laughter and gay-ness =P
geok hoon; for the kindness and support
KARLI!; for helping me clean my dust-bin and providing a good spoiler and entertainment =DDD I WANT MY SPICY FISH!
and finally, and most important to me, HISTOPATHOLOGY!!!!
thank you...
[SWAGATA] for being my senior, a joker, a good spoiler and my best friend in histo!
[KUICK] for being a joker, a funny person, a good friend and 1 who entertains me
[JONALD] for being an EXTREME joker, an idiot and a good catholic friend
[BRIDGETTE] for being supportive, kind, gentle and always smile to me!
[CONNIE] for being patient to me, assigning me tasks and teaching me alot!
[ELEENA] for being the best supervisor for me, supportive and kind
[YEE END] for teaching me microtomy, and supporting the funny side of histo
[RAHDA and HIRA] for giving me the chances to learn more anatomy of the gynae cases
[WAI SUM] for helping me on my first day, supporting and always laughing with me
I'LL MISS YOU GUYS THE MOST! THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!
sob sob
(those who are not stated...either i didn't notice, never paid much attention (not intentional), or you're purely an ******** bwahahahahahahaha!
Bleach | 9:07 AM
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
**Running everywhere**
The past few days seemed weird.
Saturday:
Went to Histo lab to work...it's my last Saturday. I worked till 12pm. Then I took pictures with some of the peeps! I'll upload it soon! =)
Went to work...and it was super tiring, and a wet day.
Sunday:
Work
Then went out
Monday:
Kelly is dirty, so she's gone. RD-ES is dead too...SU-DHL please stop struggling. Jocelyn very epic! Everytime bully me 1 XP then she set the report submission date hahahah! Fearsome!
Slept very late cos I had to chiong report. Slept at 4am.
Today:
I felt the onslaught of the histopathology people. I'm running everywhere, and with Kuick teasing me zzz
Swa is bullying me cos I never help out in the morning. Connie is asking me to do things at the wrong time (which I still do). I felt that my project is wtf. I've done what's there to be done and yet I don't feel contented. Probably because my citations failed, my content abit wtf, and my format is zzz. Compared to Jocelyn's, mine probably looked like shit =/ worries***
I'm tired.
I tried Capcom VS Tatsunoko...6th stage, then some bastard came and thrashed me zzz oh well.
Daytona cheated my feelings also cos the stupid car accelerate very slowly...giving me like 20secs per lap zzz wtf
Let's just get it over and done with. My nightmares are gonna be over soon! NO MORE MP PLEASE! I want to enjoy my last few days! :3
Everything is all set
Oh ya I had this dream last night...omg very unexpected can! The person whom I least expected to appear in this world of mine, and she's EXTREMELY HOT! Not to mention I know her BWAHAHAHAHA! XD
Bleach | 9:57 PM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
**Time Passes!**
Monday: 26/10/09
Research Day. I've heard many hints that the research is gonna cease on our side, and Jocelyn and I were not happy...but we made the best outta it.
Alot of work, and very scary with the new cell lines.
I left early due to some problems.
Met Jolene at AMK Hub for movie...she looked so zombified!
I laughed my ass off at AMK Hub arcade. What could have been a button away from the initial start, cost this guy his e-amusement pass for Jubeat...then he kp at the end. I'm personally not a jubeat player, but I can seriously let my toe laugh hahaha!
Erm 500 Days of Summer is boring...I'm restless at the 1hr mark. zzz
Present! Jolene's late present till now XD HAHAHA!
HAHAHA! THANK YOU NU'ER! At least someone gets for me something I like for my birthday unlike giving me money =)))
Tuesday: 27/10/09
I dunno what's going on...but it's scary. Things are getting outta hand. Swa was sick! TAKE CARE SWA!
I'm receiving strange vibes everywhere...and it's scaring me.
I forgotten it was Michelle's birthday on the 25th Oct! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
Of course I stumbled upon the Chocolate Vampire again. Great to catch up again
What will life be without attachment, back in school? 5 PBLs, hating the same teachers again, the stressful and competitive lifestyle again! O.O
I dunno if I can take it again.
Oh I was too enlightened after long weeks of research what has gone wrong! =DD THANK YOU!
Wednesday: 28/10/09
It went for the worst. I'm gonna chiong my SIP book le.
Today: 29/10/09
Research day. I'm glad Kelly grew =)))
RD-ES can die already...SU-DHL is superb!
I programmed my first PCR machine =DD
Well everything is finishing already. I'm gonna draft my report soon~ I'm gonna update some stocks...I'm gonna close shop le...I'm gonna compile all my results...and suddenly she's so damn nice zzz
I think it's a matter of mentality and appreciation once the person is no longer there...which I think is too late zzz
But nevertheless, point taken.
I think things went more bold. I think I have a clear cut in life already...if you didn't ask me, I give no obligation to tell. I don't see the need to share with you something if I'm not comfortable with you.
But hey from the signs I see, I'm glad that my presence is not a hindrance to you =DD thank you
I went to ChinaTown to get my stuff...but omg the budget is zzz so I went home, but thanks alot Auntie Irene for helping me! =DDD
Mom is sick...and I'm tired.
Tomorrow: 30/10/09
Chiong my SIP book, print stuff and AMEN!
CHIONG REPORT!
Bleach | 9:31 PM
